To start it off, I'm 28 years old right now. While lying in bed the other morning, I remembered back to my astrology days and was reminded that 28 is the year of my saturn return.
The Sun goes around the Earth every year (that's called our birthday). Saturn does the same thing every 28 years (it's like our saturn-day)
Saturn is the planet of hard work, responsibility, and authority. At age 28, we are directed to reclaim authority over our life and get real. Saturn begs the question: "who's in charge here?"
So, it wasn't a coincidence that I've been feeling so overworked lately. It's no coincidence that I'm inspired to take responsibility for my life and some of the nagging dragging issues.
Women are fun, but it's time to get real.
So, it took some time and some frustration (another quality of Saturn). But, now I'm finally motivated.
I actually told myself that I wasn't allowed to date any new girls until I finish my current goals (not the g.o.t.d. goal... that wasn't my goal, that was just a fun idea). So, that's some motivation for me.
Now, I see hot girls, and I think about hot girls, and I think about the girl of the day mission and I think about all the other instructors and students who are going out and I think "Fuck! I'm sitting around working! This sucks!" And, then I get super motivated.
I'm taking charge. I've got a dentist appointment this Saturday. I'm handling a bunch of other stuff too.
In a couple more weeks, I'm gonna have my life so tight. And then, I'm going on a rampage. I'm gonna hit on every girl in a 5 mile radius. It'll kick ass.
So, for girl-of-the-day. I stopped. Perhaps I'll pick it up again when it fits better into my lifestyle. I believe I did one day since my last post. It was a cute girl, and I yelled at her out a car window. She didn't stop.
I've been talking with some cute girls still, but the truth is that I don't really think about the "hottest girl I saw today" anymore. It's not worth my time. Maybe I did it, maybe I didn't.
Keep posted, because as soon as I get this stuff done, I'm gonna be back in action, big time.
:)
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